08
Jan
07

Depressed in UKM

Never felt so depressed before.

Never.

Felt.

So.

Depressed.

Before.

It’s only the first day of my masters course and there is this feeling of dread and gloom. UKM is like the ‘Dementors’ of Harry Potter story book, it sucks life out of you… as if you will never feel happy again!

It’s like a gloomy, cloud cast day where it seems like raining but it doesn’t.

It’s like being stucked in a large empty hangar… alone.

It’s like the world is in the colour of grey. Not red, blue or green. Not orange, purple or yellow. Not even black and white. Just grey.

No wonder almost none of my course mates couldn’t wait to leave UKM for the job market. The few of us who came back, we wonder how in the h*ll did we managed to survive 3 years. And how are we going to get through the next nine/ten months.

I feel so lost, so alone, so afraid.

Somebody, please give me a scholarship to study in the UK or US!

Yours Sincerely,
the POstGrad.

P.S. Maybe I just need a girlfriend to bring some balance to my life, heh heh!

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2 Responses to “Depressed in UKM”


  1. 1 En
    June 24, 2007 at 12:26 pm

    hey. sorry to knwo you’re in the situation as you stated. i hope you work hard. i’m a chinese too…and i know how it’s tough to be in malaysia and not be recognized for the hard work we put in to achieve our goals. i hope you achieve ur dreams of studying overseas…and live your life as to how you want it, not to be told what you cant do when you’re in malaysia, rite?


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