Relationship turned sour

Rant post. There’s no point, and there’s no reason.

I’m having a bad series of people related problem recently. I seem to be stepping on too many people’s toes without realising it. Little events that seem so trivial and minute can be escalated into a crisis for no particular reasons.

Must be the fxcking planets are not aligned to my favour this week. Or my feng shui this month is just plain sabotaged. Or my karma has just ran out. Or I suddenly developed a psychic ability to attract sh!t. Or maybe I developed a special talent at pushing other people’s buttons.

All those are most probably my fault. Maybe I took a friend for granted and crossed the threshold. Maybe I was a bit too insistent on meeting a client. Maybe I said the wrong things at the wrong time. Maybe this, maybe that, maybe WTF lah!

So, instead of taking personal responsibility… I’m going to blame all the planetary alignments and feng shui and astrology and numerology and the psychic power for being a total pain in my arse. I’m cipet-pissed that these non-issues are shoved into my face as if it’s the biggest sh!t in the world. Tulan!

I fxcking felt betrayed. WTF do I go the lengths to do those sh!t to for all these people?!

I’m going to kick the planets’ arse so hard that they align back into my favour. Tiu!
Now where the fxck is the punching bag?

the ANtagonist/